Chafetz Chayim benAvraham
2018-01-28 18:41:08 UTC
I cannot forget...
אני לא יכול לשכוח
© STEPHAN PICKERING / חפץ ח"ם בן אברהם
12 Shevet 5778 / 28 January 2018
Shabtai Zisel / 'Bob Dylan' (1964):
'Forget the dead you've left, they
will not follow you'
W.G. Sebald z"l (1966):
'And so, they are ever returning to us,
the dead'
I.
the Path / derekh is silent,
a vacuum,
resonating with the
footsteps of tzaddikim, whose
teachings transcend(ed)
the Kingdom of Night...
where there was no longer
kefitzat ha'derekh
shrinking of the road
jumping the Path
teleportation.
...un die vvelt hot geshivign,
taught Reb Elie Wiesel z"l...
& the world remained silent.
not existing for themselves,
the tzaddikim speak with the
Shekhinah from their throats,
and the mar'ot johanna
visions of johanna
are witnessed by breslover
chavurot on desolation row,
murmurations of starlings
overhead.
listening to them we survive
to walk / dorekh
the Path, with kabbalists
R. Chiyya & R. Yose,
the chevraya kadisha
the holy companions,
a derekh through the sea,
away from the energy vampyrism
& relentless phantasmagoric
cyberstalking of
NaziBotQueen,
who engages
in cross-contamination,
when prising his mindfully
plagiarising lips
for a crucifictionist wafer:
a tax-deductible, copyright charity
deduction for ontological delusions
long after midnight,
clutching his cossetted Yehu'di
hatreds like
a perforated osculatorium.
Reb Uri Tzvi Greenberg z"l, 1923 [trans.
Michael Weingrad]:
'For so long there has been no water
in the wells. Only curses. ...& suddenly
the icons scream in Yiddish'.
II.
Light is the absence of Darkness,
to acknowledge Rav Rebecca
Newberger Goldstein.
& the holy slow train moves
(when it does)
sideways across flat earths.
consider the post-Auschwitz dilemma for
an opus dei natz'ri who cannot grasp
the etymology:
prae / before + posterus / coming after
praeposterus / reversed, absurd.
did Shabtai Zisel / 'Bob Dylan' influence the
teachings of R. Yitzhak Luria z"l ?
III.
memories are stalking & ambuscading,
& as you said, Reb David Meltzer z"l,
'the Yehu'di in me is the ghost of me'...
& now the hourglass is invisible...
the windows of perception
to be peered into,
not out of,
as hairline fractures
develop in the retinas of narrow-ruled
yellow writing tablets masquerading
as frenetic mirrors,
never glimpsing tzefiyat ha'yeshu'ah,
the expectation of salvation.
& we are here,
witnessing cyberian corpses
erecting three-way mirrors to their
paedodragonesque mindfulness for girl
children...the mantras of a white supremacist
eunuch sniper trained to effect
genocide at a distance, his audible hungering
for the rapture of an endloesung in his
drive-by dark carnival, having no
farraginous self to say farewell to.
IV.
interlude / הַפסָקָה
Kafka z"l:
'I am divided from all things
by a hollow space'
Shabtai Zisel / 'Bob Dylan':
'I felt that place within, that
hollow place, where martyrs
weep, & angels play with sin'
Rav Yitzhak Luria z"l:
after tzimtzum,
the withdrawal of
'ehyeh 'asher 'ehyeh,
there came to be
halal ha'panui,
'the hollow space'
R. Shabbatai Sheftel ben
Akiva Horowitz z"l, 1719.
Shefa tal [Frankfurt edition]
3.5, 57b [Hebrew]:
'Before the world's bere'shit,
'ayin sof withdrew into its essence,
from itself to itself within itself.
It left halal ha'panui within its
essence, in which it emanated
and created' [emended from
Daniel Matt 1995]
V.
sh'ma...'mir veln zey iberlebn, iberlebn, iberlebn'
(Lublin Chassidim z"l, 1939)...
hear: 'we shall outlive them, outlive them,
outlive them',
the trolls here & what they call 'poetry':
collections of letters in a flickering moon-glow
computer screen behind a suburban curtain,
letters having no glyphs or sounds,
all encased in Sho'ah denial...
and yet. white supremacist sock monkeys
cannot silence the memories of the
thousands of Yehu'dit children z"l
burned alive on pyres, June-August 1944,
in the holy natz'ri village of Auschwitz,
in october country.
לעולם לא עוד לעולם לא עוד
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
...with thanks to my akhim / brothers & poets,
D.J. Carlile & George Dance & Will Dockery
for reading previous drafts...
...and to the memories z"l of David Meltzer 17 February 1937-31 December 2016
& Anthony Scaduto 7 March 1932-12 December 2017...chaver'im / friends
& for 'or from R. Paul Laderman z"l & R. Meyer Goldberg z"l
STEPHAN PICKERING / חפץ ח"ם בן אברהם
Torah אלילה Yehu'di Apikores / Philologia Kabbalistica Speculativa Researcher
לחיות זמן רב ולשגשג...לעולם לא עוד
THE KABBALAH FRACTALS PROJECT
אני לא יכול לשכוח
© STEPHAN PICKERING / חפץ ח"ם בן אברהם
12 Shevet 5778 / 28 January 2018
Shabtai Zisel / 'Bob Dylan' (1964):
'Forget the dead you've left, they
will not follow you'
W.G. Sebald z"l (1966):
'And so, they are ever returning to us,
the dead'
I.
the Path / derekh is silent,
a vacuum,
resonating with the
footsteps of tzaddikim, whose
teachings transcend(ed)
the Kingdom of Night...
where there was no longer
kefitzat ha'derekh
shrinking of the road
jumping the Path
teleportation.
...un die vvelt hot geshivign,
taught Reb Elie Wiesel z"l...
& the world remained silent.
not existing for themselves,
the tzaddikim speak with the
Shekhinah from their throats,
and the mar'ot johanna
visions of johanna
are witnessed by breslover
chavurot on desolation row,
murmurations of starlings
overhead.
listening to them we survive
to walk / dorekh
the Path, with kabbalists
R. Chiyya & R. Yose,
the chevraya kadisha
the holy companions,
a derekh through the sea,
away from the energy vampyrism
& relentless phantasmagoric
cyberstalking of
NaziBotQueen,
who engages
in cross-contamination,
when prising his mindfully
plagiarising lips
for a crucifictionist wafer:
a tax-deductible, copyright charity
deduction for ontological delusions
long after midnight,
clutching his cossetted Yehu'di
hatreds like
a perforated osculatorium.
Reb Uri Tzvi Greenberg z"l, 1923 [trans.
Michael Weingrad]:
'For so long there has been no water
in the wells. Only curses. ...& suddenly
the icons scream in Yiddish'.
II.
Light is the absence of Darkness,
to acknowledge Rav Rebecca
Newberger Goldstein.
& the holy slow train moves
(when it does)
sideways across flat earths.
consider the post-Auschwitz dilemma for
an opus dei natz'ri who cannot grasp
the etymology:
prae / before + posterus / coming after
praeposterus / reversed, absurd.
did Shabtai Zisel / 'Bob Dylan' influence the
teachings of R. Yitzhak Luria z"l ?
III.
memories are stalking & ambuscading,
& as you said, Reb David Meltzer z"l,
'the Yehu'di in me is the ghost of me'...
& now the hourglass is invisible...
the windows of perception
to be peered into,
not out of,
as hairline fractures
develop in the retinas of narrow-ruled
yellow writing tablets masquerading
as frenetic mirrors,
never glimpsing tzefiyat ha'yeshu'ah,
the expectation of salvation.
& we are here,
witnessing cyberian corpses
erecting three-way mirrors to their
paedodragonesque mindfulness for girl
children...the mantras of a white supremacist
eunuch sniper trained to effect
genocide at a distance, his audible hungering
for the rapture of an endloesung in his
drive-by dark carnival, having no
farraginous self to say farewell to.
IV.
interlude / הַפסָקָה
Kafka z"l:
'I am divided from all things
by a hollow space'
Shabtai Zisel / 'Bob Dylan':
'I felt that place within, that
hollow place, where martyrs
weep, & angels play with sin'
Rav Yitzhak Luria z"l:
after tzimtzum,
the withdrawal of
'ehyeh 'asher 'ehyeh,
there came to be
halal ha'panui,
'the hollow space'
R. Shabbatai Sheftel ben
Akiva Horowitz z"l, 1719.
Shefa tal [Frankfurt edition]
3.5, 57b [Hebrew]:
'Before the world's bere'shit,
'ayin sof withdrew into its essence,
from itself to itself within itself.
It left halal ha'panui within its
essence, in which it emanated
and created' [emended from
Daniel Matt 1995]
V.
sh'ma...'mir veln zey iberlebn, iberlebn, iberlebn'
(Lublin Chassidim z"l, 1939)...
hear: 'we shall outlive them, outlive them,
outlive them',
the trolls here & what they call 'poetry':
collections of letters in a flickering moon-glow
computer screen behind a suburban curtain,
letters having no glyphs or sounds,
all encased in Sho'ah denial...
and yet. white supremacist sock monkeys
cannot silence the memories of the
thousands of Yehu'dit children z"l
burned alive on pyres, June-August 1944,
in the holy natz'ri village of Auschwitz,
in october country.
לעולם לא עוד לעולם לא עוד
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
...with thanks to my akhim / brothers & poets,
D.J. Carlile & George Dance & Will Dockery
for reading previous drafts...
...and to the memories z"l of David Meltzer 17 February 1937-31 December 2016
& Anthony Scaduto 7 March 1932-12 December 2017...chaver'im / friends
& for 'or from R. Paul Laderman z"l & R. Meyer Goldberg z"l
STEPHAN PICKERING / חפץ ח"ם בן אברהם
Torah אלילה Yehu'di Apikores / Philologia Kabbalistica Speculativa Researcher
לחיות זמן רב ולשגשג...לעולם לא עוד
THE KABBALAH FRACTALS PROJECT