Ironywaves
2003-11-15 16:31:34 UTC
Another trip through the Combat zone...:
interesting/disturbing dream
took a nap for a short while... got an uncontrolable need to sleep for a
moment... and dreamt:
I was at Lowe's [lumber supply place] with my cousin buying materials for
some job we had...
this went on almost endlessly... picking wood and one conversation with a
guy I don't remember...
more tagging along with Freddy since he's the smarts & I the helper
then through the check out line... long line...
then out... or almost out... Freddy was ahead of me, leading the attendant
to the truck [a van I think, actually--- this comes into play soon]
As I was coming out... to leave... I spotted a familiar figure in ablack
nylon aviator's jacket... eye contact... and it was Fawn...
this was early morning, before dawn
I smiled... she looked shocked... and sort of whispered "talk to you
later..." and zipped on into the store in her zippy way... blonde curls
breezing back... I said "What???" not having seen her in way too many
days...
"Jack will hear... you know that." she whispered.
Then she stopped looked up eye to eye with me and said: "You know how I
feel." her stare into my eyes was close and hard to explain.
"Later." she said and was gone into the crowded store.
I went into the huge parking lot to find Freddy... one end to the other...
no Freddy. [it didn't help that I couldn't remember what he drove, or even
if it was a van or truck]
At the other end of this huge "supercenter" was a "grocery" area to try to
spot Freddy and of course leave Fawn be, so this was difficult, because I
WANTED Freddy to find me, but not make Fawn think I was annoying her, since
she "promised" that we'd talk later, and she always eventually keeps her
promise.
No Freddy.
Back to the parking lot... dawn is peeking over the hill.
back inside... a long hallway seperating the two parts of Lowe's had been
waxed... I looked around and saw no one looking so I slipped over the "Wet
Floor" sign/rope and SLID down the long hallway... this was a lot like a
ballet... ***an arty action scene***
back through and then outside... it had become early morning now... not as
many cars... no Freddy but I could see her little brown mini van way over by
what probably is the "warehouse loading area" quite a few people were around
and I HAD to go that way since every other area had no trace of Freddy.
Walked by and was luckily un noticed...
Noticed her mini van was packed to the brim with what seemed camping gear
[sleeping bags, etc] and noticed the several people she was with [she was
sort of arranging and loading Lowe's stuff so didn't see me, the others
didn't know me or I them]
They all seemed to have a sort of "1970's" look, much like I do in some
ways. Caught a good look at one of the guys, a sort of chubby curley haired
guy I seem to know from somewhere.
He was pontificating something intellectual or political or both... way to
boring for me to remember now... I noticed a couple of the women... 1970's
types as well... one was sort of swearing in a "hip" kind of way... Jack was
not there.
I walked back to the area I started from and glanced back to see her car in
the distance... then I thought... no, I've got to speak with her...
started walking back... and they drove away... I stood at the spot where
they were feeling lonesome and curious... outside I noticed lots of sofas
outside, and for some reason I was walking back on them...
I thought, "this ain't right", and tried to climb out of them onto the
sidewalk... couldn't do it, couldn't get over the sofas... and was very
frustrated about this.
Then I awoke, here, in the easy chair.
Not sure what to make of it, as you probably have guessed by now.
Will
http://www.angelfire.com/al2/dockery
interesting/disturbing dream
took a nap for a short while... got an uncontrolable need to sleep for a
moment... and dreamt:
I was at Lowe's [lumber supply place] with my cousin buying materials for
some job we had...
this went on almost endlessly... picking wood and one conversation with a
guy I don't remember...
more tagging along with Freddy since he's the smarts & I the helper
then through the check out line... long line...
then out... or almost out... Freddy was ahead of me, leading the attendant
to the truck [a van I think, actually--- this comes into play soon]
As I was coming out... to leave... I spotted a familiar figure in ablack
nylon aviator's jacket... eye contact... and it was Fawn...
this was early morning, before dawn
I smiled... she looked shocked... and sort of whispered "talk to you
later..." and zipped on into the store in her zippy way... blonde curls
breezing back... I said "What???" not having seen her in way too many
days...
"Jack will hear... you know that." she whispered.
Then she stopped looked up eye to eye with me and said: "You know how I
feel." her stare into my eyes was close and hard to explain.
"Later." she said and was gone into the crowded store.
I went into the huge parking lot to find Freddy... one end to the other...
no Freddy. [it didn't help that I couldn't remember what he drove, or even
if it was a van or truck]
At the other end of this huge "supercenter" was a "grocery" area to try to
spot Freddy and of course leave Fawn be, so this was difficult, because I
WANTED Freddy to find me, but not make Fawn think I was annoying her, since
she "promised" that we'd talk later, and she always eventually keeps her
promise.
No Freddy.
Back to the parking lot... dawn is peeking over the hill.
back inside... a long hallway seperating the two parts of Lowe's had been
waxed... I looked around and saw no one looking so I slipped over the "Wet
Floor" sign/rope and SLID down the long hallway... this was a lot like a
ballet... ***an arty action scene***
back through and then outside... it had become early morning now... not as
many cars... no Freddy but I could see her little brown mini van way over by
what probably is the "warehouse loading area" quite a few people were around
and I HAD to go that way since every other area had no trace of Freddy.
Walked by and was luckily un noticed...
Noticed her mini van was packed to the brim with what seemed camping gear
[sleeping bags, etc] and noticed the several people she was with [she was
sort of arranging and loading Lowe's stuff so didn't see me, the others
didn't know me or I them]
They all seemed to have a sort of "1970's" look, much like I do in some
ways. Caught a good look at one of the guys, a sort of chubby curley haired
guy I seem to know from somewhere.
He was pontificating something intellectual or political or both... way to
boring for me to remember now... I noticed a couple of the women... 1970's
types as well... one was sort of swearing in a "hip" kind of way... Jack was
not there.
I walked back to the area I started from and glanced back to see her car in
the distance... then I thought... no, I've got to speak with her...
started walking back... and they drove away... I stood at the spot where
they were feeling lonesome and curious... outside I noticed lots of sofas
outside, and for some reason I was walking back on them...
I thought, "this ain't right", and tried to climb out of them onto the
sidewalk... couldn't do it, couldn't get over the sofas... and was very
frustrated about this.
Then I awoke, here, in the easy chair.
Not sure what to make of it, as you probably have guessed by now.
Will
http://www.angelfire.com/al2/dockery